Randomness again - writing, paramore,pet peeve on music fans, Pandora, sadness sort of, Dexter

 So here I am again, 1:56 am, on 6/21/2011, having really nothing to do. Luckily this time I am writing from my handydandy labtop though so thats good at least. I have written a little bit of my vampire story, I think I might have written a little bit of my suicide story, maybe I will write a little more story wise probably. I am currently listening to The Only Exception by Paramore. Now if you didnt know I am kind of a big fan of Paramore, I really love basicaly anything they have made and of course for me even to try to describe how amazing Hayley Williams voice is would be giving it a discreadit which to do should commdemn you from being a fan of music, I mean say what you want about Paramore as a band,Hayley's voice is one of a kind. That's really why it didn't bother me that the Farro Brothers left. If you want my opinnion ( which I am expecting you do because you are reading my blog) they left because Hayley was getting the fame that she deserved and they were jealous, plain and simple really.  I mean you really can replace anyone in that band besides her, just saying Paramore is Hayley. The Only Exception is probably one of the best songs to come out of the past few years. People are going to judge my comment and say that I'm not a real fan and that I am a mainstreamer ( don't know if that is a word, but don't really care that much) screw them. Everybody is so worried about a song being to "Main Stream" not being inde enough I guess or another one of my favorite people who are intrested in music are those people who when there favorite bands become big stop listening or complain but still listen because in there opinnion that band "sold out". I mean if you need evidence look at Metallica, after they realsed the Black Album many people wined about the fact that they sold out and became Metallica-lite, and that because the album sold a crap ton of records that somehow Metallica sold out. Now I will grant you that the Black Album is not that heavy as Master of Puppets, but I mean how is a band supposed to make any money with out a album selling a crap ton, it just doesn't make any sense to me. But Metallica sort of went to crap after that album so Oh Well. There is nothing I love more in the world then when I am writing something for a story, for the words to just seem right. I know that sentence probably didn't make any sense,but for me I think that anyone who is a writer in somewhere and not published sort of has a lingering feeling that what they are writing is shit. I mean once you get publish and sell some copies I imagine that it probably gets easier because you know that someone out there will read your book. But that moment when I am writing something and I just look at it and it seems so write, I really can't explain it enough. Now listening to Pandora. God that is possibly the greatest invention in the world, the greatest invention to come along since........Hot Pockets probably haha. efully that doesn't seem like a plug, I'm just saying. Love kind of sucks sometimes. Really what sucks about it is loving but really not getting it back, the idea doesn't not suck at all, like I have said before and its kind of cliche but oh well, Love makes the world go around, but when you don't have it, it is sort of like a giant hole in yourself that needs to be filled. I am sort of in Love with the romantic idea of love, not to say it doesn't exsist or anything, it's just different for everyone. I hate the theory that marriage is archaic, I know a lot of stars have said that but whats archaic about. Granted I have said before that I don't know if I will get married, Marriage in all the right form should be the greatest thing in the world, these two people are telling each other that they love each other so much that they are promiseing to God or who ever else that they won't cheat and they will be there for them forever. Now that doesn't happen all the time, but the fact that it does still gives me hope. I am going to end this by saying that if you are not watching the show Dexter, you should start, well that is if you love amazing storylines, supber acting and a show that is breaking boundrays. Just Saying. Well See ya